I really miss Eric. I posted once on his site. It has been extremly hard for me to deal with him being gone. I miss talking to him every day. Sharing our thoughts. some thing I really miss is the way he alsways said things really fast and mixed the way he said it to confuse me. Then he would ask if I knew how the ending of what he said resulted in. I would always be confused. He always got a big laugh out of that. There is just so many things I miss about him and wish I had told him. I wish I would have had more time with him, I have regrets about the way some things between us worked out. I wish there were some things that I could go back and change. But I know that it is impossible. He was was ALWAYS here for me when I needed him the most. He was always watching out for me as I did him. I have never met any one else like him. I miss the way he would always laugh and make me smile. I could never be depressed about any thing because he would find a way to make me feel better and laugh. He was such as special man. I wonder why some times god had to take him away from me when he did. I know that I am always going to wonder that until one day I can be with him once again. Then I hope I will truely understand. Right now I am still wondering how I am going to get through school with out him. He was my the person how was always able to help me with my home work. There were times I took my home work to the learning center at the school when he was was to busy to help me before my next class. There were times I would be in the learning center and they would try to figure out a problem for an hour and not have any luck helping me with it. Eric would come down to check on me when he took a break as he worked at the school. He would read it really fast and then would tell me and the staff you do this and this and it will give you the answer and then you could do this and this and you can validate it. It alsways amazed me how fast he could figure some thing out. He was by far the smartest person I have ever met and probably will ever meet. I just miss him more then I could ever express or ever say. He has always been my best friend and always will. I know now that he is my guardian angel. I know that he has always been able to tell what kind of mood I am in and he will always be here to confort me in his own way. But it is not the way I want. But I am glade to know that he is still looking out for me and protecting me. I love you eric and I hope you are able to read this.

Love always your favorite sister and best friend,

-Marie-