Eric it is now 7 months since you left I feel so lost with out you here. No matter how much I know your gone I cant help wishing you could walk through the door like normal. Your room is full of your things but yet so empty, I had so many hopes and dreams for you as us Moms do for our kids, I know you always knew how much we love you but I so wish that I could talk to you and tell you how much we love and miss you. life for us now feels so incomplete you will live forever in our hearts but you left such a void . Tears are now a part of my daily life I burn a candle at night for you it's supposed to mean I love you I hope you get the message. Some people think they should not talk about you or change the subject because it makes me cry but I cry anyway's and I need to talk about you, sometimes just a song on the radio is enough to start me going. Marie is really struggling with starting School soon without you. Missy joined you recently I hope she is with you now and running around like a puppy again .

I love you nothing X infinity and I miss you as much as I love you son,

Mom