Eric

8 months today since you had to leave us for heaven , it is so hard not to have you here with us we miss you so very much, we are redoing our room with the color sage, I guess it's my attempt to feel you around me a kind of comfort color , Green was always your favorite color I wrote in your baby book when you were a toddler that you wanted every thing you ate or wore to be green! The days and months since you have been gone have been so hard and we know the days ahead will be just as hard. You know I'm sure that Marie will be having surgery here soon and I know that you will be watching over her she has gall stones and is pretty miserable with it. I have heard that going on with out someone you love so much is referred to the new normal but there is nothing normal any more it's more like going through the daily motions because you have to while missing you so much . We have no doubt that your in heaven but we wish you were here with us instead. You were truly a special guy I say this not just as your Mom but any one that really knew you knows that you were so caring ,happy ,and smart and that you had a very unique way of seeing things in different ways then most people would see things , you always could bring in a real spin to things that way and really inspire others thinking in new ways . I always believed you would have been a wonderful teacher in the way you loved to learn and share your knowledge with others. I love you nothing X infinity son and I miss you as much as I love you. I'm sure you know that your in our thoughts and hearts every moment of every day.

Love you always, Mom