Dearest TH,

Every month I come browsing here because I remember our last conversation. The guilt tears away at me, because I felt I could have done more for you. But you knew it, as much as I did, that our wonderful guild was on a slippery slope going downhill. I miss you. More than I can ever convey in words. I regret being unable to comfort you. But I think you know that, as you look down upon us all from up above.

I've quit a lot of things this past year, including our old guild and even the game itself. I remember our last conversation before your unfortunate passing, where you told me you would never give up on the guild, your projects, or your friends. I just wish I had the same strength as you. I made it a note in my mind to ask you that the next time I saw you online, but...

A couple of months before I quit, I managed to log on Jovis and see a quest I was on. Can you believe that I was stuck on the same step of the AQ quest line as you were? I am so glad I was able to be a part of that with you, because while it was rough... I got to become closer to you. I never was a close friend, but we connected that day.

I miss you. It really hurts when I think about it, because of our last conversation. There was more I could have said. There was comfort there I could have given you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

May you rest in peace.

~ Kathleen.