Merry Christmas to you in Heaven buddy. I wish with all of my heart that you were here with us. Grandma Simmons got an oak banana hanger last night, and it just made me cry. No one else would understand the meaning of that, but I know you sure do. I never knew just how much losing someone could hurt, until we lost you. You are such a special person, with a heart bigger than life. I look at your picture and just want to hug you, feel you squeeze my hand, give me that big grin of yours. We are all trying so hard to get through the days without you here, and it's just the hardest thing in the world. I hope you feel all of the love we send you everyday. Just know that we all love you nothing x's infinity and we miss you as much as we love you. It's hard to find the right words to say everything we feel, but I think you know. I love you sweetie. Aunt Lisa