Hey Eric I don't get on your site very often because it always makes me cry. I still struggle with your death. You were my best friend and one of the few people I could tell any thing too. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about and talk to you. You were always the protective big brother. I remember telling you that some one was giving me a hard time at school or some where I went and you would tell me that they better not let him hear them say any thing or do any thing other wise you will give them a piece of your mind. LOL there was a few times you did that. You were always so logical about things but some times it was hard to get you to not think about things logicly. I miss you correcting all my papers for school I am never sure how good my paper is with out checking them because I have always sucked at grammar and spelling. I am also very worried about my math classes because with out your help I wouldn't have made it through my last ones and I have to take at least 3 more. Some times I feel like you are standing next to me. Which I wouldn't doubt it for one minute that you would be checking up on me. We were so close. I don't understand why you had to go so soon. Its hard thinking about my wedding and the thought that you aren't going to be in it. I couldn't have ever asked for a better big brother then you. I knew I could always count on you for every thing. I always depended on you. It was hey Eric this and hey Eric that. I remember one thing that you did often was run your hands through you beautiful red hair. One thing you always did well was give back rubs. You would walk up behind me and rub my back you did that to mom too. We had so many plans for the past summer that we never got to do. One thing was we were supose to go to ceder point but we didn't get to go. I am so thankful that you pushed my into getting my drivers licens. I can't say if I would have it now if it wasn't for you. I love you very very much. I wish you were still here in living form. But I know with out a doubt in my mind that you are here in spirt form around me all the time. I strongly believe that you are my gaurdian angel and that you are always watching out for me. I LOVE YOU SOOOO.....MUCH!!!!! And I miss you VERY MUCH!!!