Hi Buddy!!

I was going to post on Christmas but I was having a hard time getting the Computer to load! I can not find the words to explain how I feel! How hard I try to hold on to the happy memories that part is easy. but not letting the happy memories turn into heart break because there cant be any more new ones with you is a challange!! I face every day even when we find something to laugh about we think how funny you would have thought it was. We hung your Christmas stocking this year as we always will in your honor and memory. We still were not ready to put up a big Christmas tree and go through the ornaments so we settled for a table top tree, And who knows next year? I guess we will see... You would have found the bit about Dad and the socks he got me so soooo funny!! I could have heard your laughter!!!! Well it's almost the start of the 2nd new year here with out you son... I hope your watching over us and looking out over your sister she sure does miss her big brother!!!!

I love you my son nothing X infinity divided by 0 and I miss you as much as I love you

Mom