Here we are my son, The start of 2010 our third without you here it never gets easy, I hope you know how very missed and loved you are. How much I miss the everyday things the sound of your voice your laughter, your smile, Your big hugs, silly sense of humor, our silly jokes we played on each other, sitting down to a holiday meal together, Just all of the everyday things we tend to take for granted not knowing that there might not be a tomorrow that way again. So many things I wish I could say to you, So many things I wish I could ask. Staring at your picture and wondering why it had to be this way?? Wishing I could somehow change the impossible, Wishing this really was a nightmare Knowing its not .Having to work hard just to be ok someday's.You are so very loved and missed and I am sure you must know that, But I believe that one day I will see you again.....

I Love you nothing X infinity divided by 0

Mom