Eric I dont get on this site enough because it always makes me cry. Today has been hard for me with you gone I keep thinking more and more about you the closer the holidays keep comming and how long you have been gone. I miss you beyond belief. There have been so many times I wish I could just sit down and talk like we always did. Me and you had one of a kind relationship you were my best friend, big brother, role model, and hero. I looked up to you in so many ways, I knew if I needed to count on someone it was you that would always come through for me as I would for you. I miss all the times we spent together. This just doesnt seem right that you are gone. I dont think that I will ever understand why you had to go when you did. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you and talk to you. I wish more then any thing that you were still here and I hope you know how much you being gone has changed the family. none of us will ever be the same with out you. I know with out a doubt in my mind that you are with me in spirt and watching over me. I love you and always will that will never change not even death can take that away from me. You are always in my heart and in my thoughts I will always try to make you proud of me. I miss you sooo... much you will always be my best friend and I know that I will always be yours not even death can take that from me. Because the memories that we shared together will never be forgotten. I love you with all my heart I miss you and love you and always will,

love always your little sis,

Marie