It is Christmas Eve 2010. It has been a long time since I have come here to your site, and I am sorry. You are in my thoughts and in my heart every single day. Certain days, and certain moments make it so hard to believe that you have been gone from us for almost 4 years. God how I miss you buddy. You have always held such a special part of my heart, since the day you were born. I so miss your sunny cheerful smile and big wonderful hugs! I not only feel my pain, but I struggle to help your Mom through the pain she feels without you. I can't put into words how hard this has been on our family, the loss of you has rocked our world like none other. Marie has been so lost, and her sparkle is gone along with you. I haven't seen her smile the way she used to in the time since you have left us. I miss her sparkle as much as I do you. You and your sister have always been such an important part of my life. You are so fiercely missed. I sit here and look through the pictures here on your memorial site, and from start to finish some pictures make me want to smile, yet cry at the same time. Your smile, your enthusaism, your goofy pictures. I came across one just before we lost you. I just miss you. Christmas is hard, being your favorite holiday. I still cherish the last gift you ever gave me for Christmas. You put so much thought and love into it, like you did with so many things. I love you buddy. As always you are and will always be my favorite redhead in the whole wide world. Death can't even change that. I love you infinity x's nothing. Merry Christmas my redheaded angel. Know that I am thinking about you and how much I love and miss you. Not a day passes by without you in my thoughts. But then again you know that, I know you do. Peace baby. I love you. Aunt Lisa