Eric, Merry Christmas to my special red headed angel, every moment without you is hard, But days like today are even more difficult without your being here, I am sure you must know how I ache to wrap my arms around you and hug you, Life is not the same without you here, I know your here with me in my heart, But I miss you so much being here with us. I do the best I can, I will burn a candle for you today, it's supposed to send you the message that your loved and thought about, I love you son nothing X infinity divided by 0. Always and forever, one day we will be together again i do believe that, I still think you should be walking through the door or clomping down the stairs. You were always heavy footed on the stairs LOL. I am blowing you kisses hope you catch them!

^J^