Eric, Just thinking about you as I always do your always on my mind, it's 4.5 years today I miss you so much and often find myself wishing that you would just walk thru the door like this just isn't true...... I wish so much I could just hug you hear your voice, Remember when you were a kid I used to rub your head and tell you that you were my good luck charm, I try soooo hard to get by but that's all I really feel I am doing, Just getting by, it wasn't supposed to happen this way, So much you never got a chance to experience, So much that I always thought I would share with you in your life, I really can't put my feelings into words that can even begin to describe how I feel..... I just wish you were here, the way it should have been. you are loved and missed beyond measure, I'm sure you know that. I send you all my love and hugs, I love and miss you nothing X infinity Mom