Hey Eric,

I have not been on your website is some time. I always break down and cry when I get on here and see your pictures and read all the comments that have been written. As I know you already know I got married on September 21, 2011 and it about killed me that morning knowing that you were not going to be there in the way I wanted you to. All day it felt like a part of me was missing. I don't see how it is possible that you have been gone for almost 5 years. It seems like just yesterday we were laughing and joking around in the car on the way to Baker. But at the same time it seems like forever ago. I know that my life would be much different if you were still here. You played a big part in my life. You were my best friend and the best big brother I could ever ask for. I don't understand why God had to take you when he did. But you being gone will always leave a big empty spot in my heart that will never be filled. I wonder what you would be doing with your life at this point. That is something I will always wonder. I love you with all my heart and I always will. You will always live on in my heart. I miss you and love you Eric James.