I can already feel the 10th bearing down on me, I know as always it will be a heart wrenching day, Of missing you for yet another year, i know life goes on but it sure is hard without you, Not a day or a moment goes by that your not on my mind, That i am not missing you, still find myself thinking about you as new technology comes out, wondering about some of what you would have loved, Wondering where you would have been in your life now, Wishing it could have been , I love and miss you with every breath I take for the rest of my days , Love you nothing , My sweet son , I hope you get all the hugs i send you , And kisses on your cheek, send your sister some love she misses her big brother so very much, it has been so hard on her also, I hurt as much for her as I do for me and Dad, Love you so much my son....