Eric 7 years now since you left here for heaven , You are so very loved and missed every single day, Losing you is the hardest thing I have ever been through, I will never understand why your not here, I miss you so very much, Wonder where you would be in your life as an almost 31 year old man, I try not to think about what should have been , And try to be grateful for the time we had you here, But it's very hard to do, Because I still wanted so much more for you, For us ...... your sister misses you so very much, your Dad misses his buddy so much, I just get by with the belief that one day we will see you again, I hope as I lay in bed that just maybe you will show up in my dreams, Either a visit or at least a memory, I so wish I could wrap my arms around you and just hug you, There will always be that empty spot in our family, And in our hearts, it's still hard when I see a little boy or young man with red hair, Like comparing to the color of yours, I Love you nothing x infinity my angel son, <3