Christmas eve almost time for the get together, You always so loved it , And looked forward to it, Now when I am there I am always so aware that you should be there with us, I scan the room and see all the happy kids tearing open gifts and everyone with plates full of food, I so yearn to look across the room and see you there with that happy smile the way you always did, No matter how many years go by this being our 8th Christmas without you here, it never gets easier , instead I am left with precious memories of your time you had here with us, it will never be enough, There will always be the empty chair and the broken heart , Your so very missed and loved, Merry Christmas in Heaven my son, I Love you so much I know one day I will see you again , infinity nothing Buddy.