Why????? I will never understand any of this. I miss you both so very much, Really don't know what to do with myself. I Love you both so very much. I am without words to even begin to express how I feel. Empty scared, hurt, lost, Devastated ..... Most of all broken <3 I Love you so much give each other a big hug for me. I know one day we will be together again. Knowing your together now is all I have.