Eric take good care of your sister I know you are , I know how much you love each other, Marie missed you so much , We promise baby we will never stop until you have justice , And your voice will be heard through us, please send us signs that your together, visit us in our dreams , And that we stay strong and give you the justice you deserve , My beautiful precious angels I love you more then words, one day we will all be together again,

Just thinking about you, How much I miss you and wish you were here..... Love you nothing

Eric, 9 years now since you left us here to miss you, I cherish every moment you were with us, I hold onto every memory, I miss everything about you, Your off the wall sense of humor ,Your unique outlook on life, I see new technology and think how you would have loved it, Your big hugs and your smile , The sound of your voice, Everything I hold onto.Christmas which you so loved. Everyday I miss what we had with you and I miss what we never got to have with you. all that should have been. I love you nothing. how about a good sign today <3 , I know your around us sometimes I can feel you here,

Here we are at the start of 2016..... soon to be 9 years without you, as we have every year since you left me and Dad toasted with amaretto , the bottle is the one you had bought in 2006 to toast for 2007, our last new years with you, We have since refilled it, But we saved your bottle and we also use your shot glasses, Love and miss you infinity

Here we are at the Holidays once again, I found the peanut and had to LOL at it. Seems like something you would do. Missing you always and wishing you were here with us , Hard to believe it's going on 9 years , Never will a day pass that your not thought about and missed, Love you son infinity X nothing , Sending hugs and love to heaven

Just got your sign son, Thank you it was Beautiful , And so needed today, I love and miss you so much

Here we are at Mothers day , So wish you were here to spend time with me, Give me one of your big hugs, No matter the years that pass , it will never be the same without you here, Your missed and thought about and loved every day,it still hits me when I see a little boy or a young man with red hair, I know it always will , Me and Grandma Simmons were just talking about you the other day, she was laughing about how you told people that you had red hair before her LOL, You inspired her to go red , I know you got a kick out of that, She also said how much she misses the way you used to hug her, We all do , Watch over your sister sweetie, She misses her best friend/ Brother so much. LOVE YOU NOTHING X INFINITY

Happy Birthday Eric hard to wrap myself around the idea of you being 32. So hard not to have you here making your favorite dinner singing a goofy sounding Happy Birthday to you, I can picture your big happy smile sure wish I could give you a big hug, You were such a great hugger, I know your still around us but I can't begin to tell you how much I wish I could have you here like it was supposed to be, Sending you hugs and kisses I love you infinity X Nothing HAPPY 32ND BIRTHDAY SON

Your always on my mind but even more so with your Birthday so close , I know you know how much we Love and miss you, There is such a void in our lives without you here, Sure do wish you could be here to celebrate what should be your 32nd Birthday. So I could make your favorite Birthday dinner for you...... I have never made it again since your 23rd Birthday , Just don't want to make it anymore, Love you Nothing X infinity always called you buddy since you were little , Send dad a sign for his Birthday tomorrow ...... Hugs and kisses to heaven

Oh Eric, another year gone by since we lost you & still we miss you so much, think of you every single day. Do you remember the red glass shoe you bought me when you were in grade school for Christmas? I was looking at it yesterday & thinking about how much you are missed.

Sweet memories will linger forever,

Time cannont change them it's true,

Years that may come cannot sever,

Our loving remembrance of you.

Here we are at 2015 , Sure wish you were here with us, We are still using your bottle of Amaretto , We refill it but use it every New Years to toast to you , Love you and miss you so very much <3

"A Pair of Shoes"

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I am wearing a pair of shoes.

They are ugly shoes.

Uncomfortable shoes.

I hate my shoes.

Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.

Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.

Yet, I continue to wear them.

I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy.

I can tell in others' eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.

They never talk about my shoes.

To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.

To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.

But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.

I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.

There are many pairs in this world.

Some men are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.

Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.

Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think

about how much they hurt.

No one deserves to wear these shoes.

I will forever walk in the shoes of a Mom who has lost a child.