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i just finished my Christmas shopping, i could not shake the feeling that i was missing someone on my list, I checked and rechecked who I had gifts for, I knew why I was feeling the way I was and who it was missing from my list, but I still had to check it just to be sure, as I was out shopping I just could not feel like i was done shopping, so I bought a small ornament with your name on it, I know your always with me but I sure do miss you and wish you were right here so I could wrap my arms around you I love you my son and miss you sososo much, The holidays just make me miss you more.

I love you nothing X infinity

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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2011 @ 8:17:02 EST

ID: 217

Zachary T.

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Eric, There is so much you taught me. I miss laughing and talking science with you. I miss all the simple things we shared hanging out together. Anyone who passed by you everyday, didn't know they just walked passed the most kind and selfless person. It was always a pleasure having you around. You will always live on in the hearts of all who loved you. You're a personal inspiration to me and the reason a strive to be a better person today. It's all because I knew you.

Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2011 @ 2:31:27 EST

ID: 216

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Today is hard not that every day isn't but some days are just more so, Today your car left for the last time =(

I know it is old and it was beyond fixing, But I guess when I looked out and seen it sitting in the drive way it was a part of you that was still here, seeing it loaded up on the tow truck was hard, I miss you so much always, we are almost at 5 years that you have been gone, And I miss you as much even more all the time, I wish this was not the way it has to be, Know that I am loving you and missing you so much, Love you nothing X infinity divided by 0

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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2011 @ 3:39:01 EDT

ID: 215

Marie Colburn ()

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Hey Eric,

I have not been on your website is some time. I always break down and cry when I get on here and see your pictures and read all the comments that have been written. As I know you already know I got married on September 21, 2011 and it about killed me that morning knowing that you were not going to be there in the way I wanted you to. All day it felt like a part of me was missing. I don't see how it is possible that you have been gone for almost 5 years. It seems like just yesterday we were laughing and joking around in the car on the way to Baker. But at the same time it seems like forever ago. I know that my life would be much different if you were still here. You played a big part in my life. You were my best friend and the best big brother I could ever ask for. I don't understand why God had to take you when he did. But you being gone will always leave a big empty spot in my heart that will never be filled. I wonder what you would be doing with your life at this point. That is something I will always wonder. I love you with all my heart and I always will. You will always live on in my heart. I miss you and love you Eric James.

Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 @ 11:51:30 EDT

ID: 214

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Hi buddy just missing you so much, your little sister is now a married lady. Just so wish you could have been there with us. missing you is so very hard. it will be 5 years soon I am sure you know how much we miss you son...... sending you my love and hugs

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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 @ 1:50:38 EDT

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Hey buddy just thinking about you, as I always do and missing you so much wishing so much i could get one of those big hugs of yours!! your sister is getting married sure wish you were here for her special day.... how about a special sign for her. I love you buddy nothing X infinity divided 0

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Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 @ 1:25:59 EDT

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Eric, Just thinking about you as I always do your always on my mind, it's 4.5 years today I miss you so much and often find myself wishing that you would just walk thru the door like this just isn't true...... I wish so much I could just hug you hear your voice, Remember when you were a kid I used to rub your head and tell you that you were my good luck charm, I try soooo hard to get by but that's all I really feel I am doing, Just getting by, it wasn't supposed to happen this way, So much you never got a chance to experience, So much that I always thought I would share with you in your life, I really can't put my feelings into words that can even begin to describe how I feel..... I just wish you were here, the way it should have been. you are loved and missed beyond measure, I'm sure you know that. I send you all my love and hugs, I love and miss you nothing X infinity Mom

Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 @ 3:53:29 EDT

ID: 211

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Hey Buddy just sitting here thinking about you, Today is my Birthday, Just wishing so much you were here to give me my big birthday hug! and smile, i know your in my heart but I miss you so much it's a physical ache, I see how much Marie misses her big brother and it makes my heart ache even more,Because I feel so helpless and wish there was anything I could do to comfort her. So I guess I carry pain for both of us, I think you miss us as much as we miss you, i know one day I will be with you again, But it sure is hard being apart from you. I love you nothing , I often picture you and your big smile and things we used to laugh about, and wish so much their could be more, it's so hard knowing that there will never be enough, and wishing so much that there could be more memories, We all feel so cheated I wish you could have had so much more in your life, There will never be a day I am not thinking about what should have been,,,,, I send you all my love son I miss you so very much......

Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 @ 4:15:55 EDT

ID: 210

Marie Your favorite little sis ()

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hey Eric, I have not been on your website since my last post a few months ago. Getting on here always makes me cry.I am having one of my sleepless nights again. I have been feeling stressed out lately and you are the one that always helped me get through times like this. But you are not here. I wonder why you had to go, it just doesn't seem fair to me. You held so much promise in life for you to not be here now doesn't seem right to me. My life is so different now that you are gone. If you were still here and could see the way I am now you would be shocked. Life is totally different for me. I often wonder what my life would be like and yours if you were still here. What you would be doing, what new memories we would have created together. But I will never get to know that now it will always be something I wonder though. There are so many things I wish I could tell you and so many things I wish I could do with you. We had so many plans that were totally destroyed by your death. But you will always live on in my heart. I told you about a month before my wedding that I was going to have you in my wedding but at the same time I knew that wasn't true but at the time I didn't understand why that was. Although now it makes perfect sense. I love you and miss you forever and ever. I hope that you will be in my dreams soon. I knew the other day you were in my car with me. I can always feel your presence when you are there. I know that you are looking down on me from heaven and I wish you were still here. But things are the way they are now for a reason only in time and in my death will I totally understand. You are the best big brother I could have ever asked for. I need to try to get some sleep now. I love you miss you forever.

Your favorite little sis,

Marie

Posted: Wed Jun 8, 2011 @ 4:56:19 EDT

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Well the end of yet another Mother's day without you here, it never gets any easier I miss you so much all the time, But day's like today just seem to make it more, I guess just to much reality, You are forever missed and forever Loved, You do live on in our Hearts, Know that I am loving and missing you so much everyday,

I love you nothing X infinity divided by 0

Posted: Sun May 8, 2011 @ 11:15:21 EDT

ID: 208

Grandma D.

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Happy Birthday Eric. Hard to believe you are 28, to us you'll always be 23, going on 24. You are in our thoughts every single day. Marie and Dan are getting married this Nov. You will be so missed, but we know you will be with Marie, that you will be by her side and we know you will have your arms around her to give her love and strength and that we will feel your presence there.

If we could only speak to you,

And hold your loving hand,

No matter what we said or did,

We know you'd understand.

Sadly missed along life's way,

Quietly remembered every day,

No longer in our life to share,

But in our hearts he's always there.

Your presence we miss,

Your memory we treasure,

Loving you always

Forgetting you never.

Love you so much and miss you, Grandma

Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 @ 8:13:11 EDT

ID: 207

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Happy 28th Birthday my son, sure wish you were here to share it with us, I am missing you so very much wishing I could wake up and this was just not so real, Yet knowing it is real. I sure miss my sunshine, you are loved and missed beyond words, What I would not give for just one more of your wonderful hugs, Not a day will go by for the rest of my life that I am not missing you, Wishing it could be different the way it was supposed to be, All of the things I so wanted for you to have in your life, and that I wanted to share in your joys your sorrows and your achievements in life, But here I am instead mourning because they are but wishes that can never be, Send your Mom a sign please I really need one. I love you nothing my son X infinity and divided by 0,

Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 @ 4:15:52 EDT

ID: 206

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Happy Easter to my angel, Rough 3 day's for sure, Easter today with out you here, Monday Dad's Birthday, and your 28th Birthday Tuesday, I know it will always be hard with you not here, But some days sure are a lot harder then others, I expect that it will always be this way, as I sit down to dinner on the Holidays I think about how much you loved the holidays, The big family dinner together, All of your favorite dishes, And the sound of your laughter, your smile all of the things I so miss, I love and miss you so very much, Sometimes it still feels like you should be walking through the door, even though I know ..... I guess because I wish you could, So I send all my Love to you where you are in heaven, ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) Love you nothing son always and forever!!

Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 @ 3:10:47 EDT

ID: 205

Marie Your favorite little sis ()

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Hey Eric I cant believe that you have been gone for four years now. I miss you so much that I could never even begin to put into words. Since losing you I have not been the same in any way. My personality has changed. I am not that happy bubbly person any more. part of me has a lot of anger still towards that fact that you are gone and you held so much promise for life and the things that you could do. Yet I am the one that always struggled in life so much. I am here and your not its not fair that you left and went to heaven and left me alone. The fact that you aren't going to get to be at my wedding this coming fall is tearing me apart. I try to be so strong and not cry and only think about you with happy thoughts. But the truth is I fell like a huge part of me is missing and I don't know what to do. You are the one I always counted on to be here for me during my hard times and yet I dont have you here for that now its hard for me. I feel like every thing that was and I loved in life has all chaged since you left. My health hasnt been as good, dad isn't working, I just feel lost in life with out you here. I said I feel anger but its not at you its at life in general. I feel cheated in a lot of ways. There were so many things I wish I would have told you I just never got to. You didnt go to heaven alone that I a sure you, you took a huge part of me with you. That is a part of me that I have yet to truly learn to live with out. Part of me wishes more then any thing in the world that I could just go back in time and save you. I love you beyond words could ever say or even express. I LOVE YOU ERIC!!! You were always so protective over me and I was over you too. I so miss you.

Posted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 @ 5:29:56 EST

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Loving and missing you more then words, Your always in my heart and in my thoughts, I cant believe it has been 4 years today, Seems like forever I send you all my Love I am missing you so very much, I sure wish I could have one of those big hugs you were so good at. And one of those big smiles. Love to you in heaven my special angel,I will see you again one day I know I will.

Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 @ 1:00:14 EST

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Though your smile is gone forever,

and your hand we cannot touch, we still have

many memories of the one we love so much.

Your memory is our keepsake, with which

we'll never part. God has you in His keeping,

we have you in our hearts.

Eric, another year has passed since you left us and we think of you and miss you every single day. You are our special angel who will never be forgotten. I wish we had more memories to look forward to, but the ones we have are so very special to us. You will always live in our hearts, we love you so much. Grandma

Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2011 @ 12:55:01 EST

ID: 202

Alan A. Currie (Deay) ()

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Hey Eric... Good news! Finally purchased Torque 3D a Game Engine. Starting development in a MMOARPG... really could use your help on it. Tons of programming required.

Posted: Fri Feb 4, 2011 @ 2:01:26 EST

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Eric, Merry Christmas to my special red headed angel, every moment without you is hard, But days like today are even more difficult without your being here, I am sure you must know how I ache to wrap my arms around you and hug you, Life is not the same without you here, I know your here with me in my heart, But I miss you so much being here with us. I do the best I can, I will burn a candle for you today, it's supposed to send you the message that your loved and thought about, I love you son nothing X infinity divided by 0. Always and forever, one day we will be together again i do believe that, I still think you should be walking through the door or clomping down the stairs. You were always heavy footed on the stairs LOL. I am blowing you kisses hope you catch them!

^J^

Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2010 @ 3:49:28 EST

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It is Christmas Eve 2010. It has been a long time since I have come here to your site, and I am sorry. You are in my thoughts and in my heart every single day. Certain days, and certain moments make it so hard to believe that you have been gone from us for almost 4 years. God how I miss you buddy. You have always held such a special part of my heart, since the day you were born. I so miss your sunny cheerful smile and big wonderful hugs! I not only feel my pain, but I struggle to help your Mom through the pain she feels without you. I can't put into words how hard this has been on our family, the loss of you has rocked our world like none other. Marie has been so lost, and her sparkle is gone along with you. I haven't seen her smile the way she used to in the time since you have left us. I miss her sparkle as much as I do you. You and your sister have always been such an important part of my life. You are so fiercely missed. I sit here and look through the pictures here on your memorial site, and from start to finish some pictures make me want to smile, yet cry at the same time. Your smile, your enthusaism, your goofy pictures. I came across one just before we lost you. I just miss you. Christmas is hard, being your favorite holiday. I still cherish the last gift you ever gave me for Christmas. You put so much thought and love into it, like you did with so many things. I love you buddy. As always you are and will always be my favorite redhead in the whole wide world. Death can't even change that. I love you infinity x's nothing. Merry Christmas my redheaded angel. Know that I am thinking about you and how much I love and miss you. Not a day passes by without you in my thoughts. But then again you know that, I know you do. Peace baby. I love you. Aunt Lisa

Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 @ 11:20:56 EST

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Gloria E Dawson

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Eric, Another Christmas without you. I look at your pictures and so many memories come back. What a beautiful (I know men aren't supposed to be beautiful, but with your heart and looks, you are) child and young man you were. Every day I look at the picture of you on my desk and remember your smile and miss you so much.

Yesterday

Where have you gone since yesterday - and left us lonely here?

Today you seem so far away - who yesterday was near.

No map of ours, that we may use, your journey can we trace;

We only know you've reached your Home and seen your Father's face.

We miss you so much Eric. Someday you'll be waiting for us and the first thing I'll do is put my arms around you and not want to let go, to make up for all of the lost years and hugs we are missing from you now.

We love you Eric, Grandma and Grandpa

Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 @ 7:11:03 EST

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I am sorry I never got to say goodbye to you Eric. You were REALLY one of the best and Im sure you still are :) I think back on all the times............and I just smile, you made me smile....always and you really liked me and you never minded showing it. I loved that about you.....you made me feel special. The kids say hello, they dont know how to deal with this kind of stuff, they dont know what to say whether it is right or wrong. I tell them nothing they could say or ask would be wrong. I know ur family probably loves to talk about you EVERYDAY. Please send your angels to comfort your Mom, Sis and Dad. Let them feel the peace not only knowing but completely trusting that you are in the most unimagineable, beautiful, loving place....right next to our Father who loves you beyond our comprehension. My heart is filled with love for you, always has been......untill next time, Gail

Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2010 @ 11:04:27 EST

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Marie your fav little sis

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Eric I dont get on this site enough because it always makes me cry. Today has been hard for me with you gone I keep thinking more and more about you the closer the holidays keep comming and how long you have been gone. I miss you beyond belief. There have been so many times I wish I could just sit down and talk like we always did. Me and you had one of a kind relationship you were my best friend, big brother, role model, and hero. I looked up to you in so many ways, I knew if I needed to count on someone it was you that would always come through for me as I would for you. I miss all the times we spent together. This just doesnt seem right that you are gone. I dont think that I will ever understand why you had to go when you did. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you and talk to you. I wish more then any thing that you were still here and I hope you know how much you being gone has changed the family. none of us will ever be the same with out you. I know with out a doubt in my mind that you are with me in spirt and watching over me. I love you and always will that will never change not even death can take that away from me. You are always in my heart and in my thoughts I will always try to make you proud of me. I miss you sooo... much you will always be my best friend and I know that I will always be yours not even death can take that from me. Because the memories that we shared together will never be forgotten. I love you with all my heart I miss you and love you and always will,

love always your little sis,

Marie

Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2010 @ 2:48:56 EST

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Hey Sweetie just thinking about you as always! your always in my heart and in my thoughts, I miss you so very much !!! it's that time of year again, The holidays knocking on the door, They will never be the same again without you here with us!!!! it sure does not get any easier ='( I Love you nothing X infinity divided by 0 always and forever!!!!!!!

Posted: Fri Nov 12, 2010 @ 9:38:50 EST

Edited: Mon Nov 29, 2010 @ 4:49:07 EST

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Eric it has been 3.5 years today since you left, Know that I am thinking about you loving and missing you every minute of everyday!!!!! This Morning your cousin Darlene came to join you, I am sure you will have a big hug for her. Life will never be the same for us with you gone. We will never be the same . it is not easy living with a broken heart. I Love you so very much my son. I sure could use a special sign from you...... I LOVE YOU NOTHING X INFINITY DIVIDED BY NOTHING FOR EVER AND ALWAYS!!!!

Posted: Tue Aug 10, 2010 @ 8:59:41 EDT

Edited: Mon Nov 29, 2010 @ 4:54:25 EST

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Sean Hoot ()

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Happy Birthday Eric! We still miss you and think about you bud. Take it easy up there.

-Sean

"Hoot"

"Anduril has been kicked out of the revolving door 3389 times..."

Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 @ 3:23:13 EDT

Edited: Mon Nov 29, 2010 @ 4:54:44 EST

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